Book Preview - Clip of the Introduction

 

 When I woke up, I decided to write all this down.  What started as a way to take my mind off what transpired in my life had become an obsession of inquiry and methodology for me to comprehend the new path that I was forced to take and to evaluate, with cognizance, the direction of my journey.  Why did this happen? What was really going on? Am I in a dream?  I was supposed to be married, till death do us part, and now a giant “pause” button has been hit upon my life. That program was deleted from the queue never to be watched again.  

When you get married, you think it will be forever even though the data suggests that 50% of all marriages end in divorce; you believe that will not be you.  But here I am now, as a 43-year-old divorcee, who put his life back together as I healed, cleansed and commiserated over the actions that have placed me in this position. 

So, I poured through books, online journals, YouTube talks and presentations, and listened to audiobooks, to somehow understand what I was to do next and where my journey was headed.  I dove into the works of David Wilcock, David Deida and Deepak Chopra.  I read up on energetic boundaries, the power of the soul, the law of attraction, to find joy, risk and reward, and mindfulness.  I took copious notes within the texts, outlining important passages, and created a personal index of ideas and points of interest.  I pulled in all of this data to come to a single conclusion, and the irony is, there was not a single conclusion.  We are a multitude of energy, thought, creation and spirit.  Combined together, we take a physical form and lose sight of our initial power and purpose as we are bombarded with an influx of propaganda and delusion, which take us off of our path of purpose.  The pages in this book take the thoughts I have learned, from the texts that I have “memorized,” to explain the starting point of my new life as a direct persona of source energy; as a light worker, here to spread joy and love across the collective consciousness.

The only theme that coincides with all of these texts is love; the ability to self-love, and the sharing and spreading love of others.  “Love is just a word,” to quote The Matrix[1], but the notion and feeling of the emotion is real.  Love equates to joy, happiness, honesty, integrity, truth and virtue.  Love allows one to support and emphasize all of these values and supports us as emotional beings.  Love is the greatest builder and destroyer of dynasties, businesses, and relationships.  It is the single most confusing and powerful force that can build one up and break them down - sometimes simultaneously.  Love is the surviving grace of humanity within this 3-D world and becomes the constant struggle for all to adhere to and relinquish all thought and cognition.  Because love is a feeling, it is the emotion that should drive us and give us all the ability to make all decisions and support us each and every day.  Love encapsulates all things and is the strongest energy in the universe.  It is the force, because the ability to understand it is knowing how we are one with love. It surrounds us each day and allows us to connect to each other on an intrinsic level of which only those truly attuned can comprehend. 

That knowledge became my obsession and my education.  Love was what needed to drive me, both for the self and for others.  And self-love is not ego or narcissism, it is the confidence that we alone are enough, we are strong enough and then that love gets shared to others and they resonate with that emotion and react to you in a loving way:  You can’t hold out on love[2], - Jason Mraz.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 



[1] The Matrix. The Wachowskis. Joel Silver. Warner Bros. March 31, 1999. Film

[2] Jason Mraz. Can't Hold Out on Love. Genius, genius.com/Jason-mraz-cant-hold-out-on-love-lyrics.

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